I'm Lucky

Early June 2009, thinking more than twice, I tendered my resignation. This time, I just let it flow ... Bit by bit, I packed my things and bring back home. It's just a very slow movement of me ... no rushing at all. Well, it's a two months notice anyway. Believing that I will completely say goodbye, I bring back my lovely 22 Guppies too. But, looks like my jodoh with this Co is still strong. I'm still here with different working days and employment status. And I'm blessed with the Big Boss approval ... I'm here for 2 days a week. Thanks to Allah for the rezeki and more time to be with my childrens. I believe I am much much happier with what I have now.... And to that I'll keep motivating myself to become a better person to the Creator and to all.

Aduhai terlupa ID dan password ....

Akhirnya hari ini dapat juga aku menerjah semula ke blog ini. Rupa-rupanye sudah hampir setahun tidak buat apa2 posting. Memang aku bukan `blogger tegar' tapi setahun tak dapat jengah bukan sebab tak minat nak menulis tapi sebab terlupa ID dan password. Selepas cuba `recover' sana, `recover' sini, akhirnya dapat pun ..
Hmm, pengajarannya ialah catit dan simpan rekod, dan kalau dah simpan rekod make sure update kalau buat perubahan ... he he apa2 pun ini satu lagi bukti ~ Kalau rajin berusaha, insyaallah akan berjaya ~

Lambaian Kaabah

Alhamdulillah selepas mendapat surat untuk mengikuti kursus haji 2010 pada Januari lepas, akhirnya aku dan suami mendapat surat tawaran menjadi tetamu Allah pada musim Haji tahun ini. Syukur kepada Allah ... Bermula satu episod dalam menyediakan diri dengan ilmu yang perlu ada. Hari hari yang bakal dilalui seharusnya menjadi hari yang lebih baik dari hari semalam. Sesungguhnya perjalanan menjadi tetamu Allah telah pun bermula .. Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku, aku mohon kepada Mu agar engkau memberi kekuatan kepada ku mencari keredhaan Mu.

Tawaran Ke Baitullah

Tidak sampai sebulan sebelum bakal jemaah haji 2009 memulakan perjalanan ke Tanah Suci, aku dan suami mendapat surat tawaran untuk menunaikan haji tapi dalam `stand-by list' . Syukur sudah dipanggil tapi kerana kami belum bersedia, jawapan diberikan kepada TH minta ditunda ke tahun hadapan. Walaupun takut kalau2 dengan memberi jawapan sebegini, giliran kami akan jadi lambat. Tapi aku dan suami percaya, andai sudah tiba masa untuk ke Tanah Suci, segalanya akan menjadi mudah. InsyaAllah .. Kita harus Percaya kepada ketentuan Illahi.

Enhancing Skills

Join Agar2 Magic Class at Amore E Bake last Saturday. Eventhough only three of us turned up for the class, it was still an enjoyable moment together. Adrianna is a indeed a friendly and warm teacher ....

Too excited to learn the tricks on how to get the layers nice enough and make different types of flowers using agar-agar. 

My Magic ..... Nice bright color .........

Big School Now

Januari 09 ... Hantar sibongsu masuk darjah satu ... Dia ok aje ... Tapi, tak tahu kenapa after a week, she started to become unhappy .. not interested to go to school .. Stress bila every morning kena pujuk dan pujuk and she kept giving excuses ..

Februari 09 .. Hampir give up bila suatu pagi tu dia menangis kuat bila aku tinggalkan dekat gate and terus pergi kerja ... I felt so unhappy with this ... And at 10am my father in law had to fetch her from school when the teacher called and ask us to take her home ... Demam lagi! Keep wondering why she keeps on having fever ... Is the school too BIG for her? .. Did she saw something in the school? ... Anyone disturbed her? I did asked her but seems that she's not interested to tell us anything ... So confuse ! Hmmm .. I had to see the teacher and get things solved .. But, again I'm in the bad habits .. Procrastinate !

March 09 ... Time passed by till one day on our way back from Vacation in Kuantan, she requested a slide handphone ... wow, dasyat anak2 millennium ni .... I said ok with a condition that she will never create trouble to attend school throughout the year ... And alhamdulillah, from that day, she really change and looks like I have to start reserving some funds to fulfill her request.. Great Kids hah !

Dilemma

`Ma, tak payah kerje boleh tak? Adik nak mama duduk kat rumah jaga adik' .... Aduh, tertusuk jantung sekejap ... Memang dah niat nak berhenti kerje tapi, tengah adjust lah ni ... `Sabarlah dik, nanti bila mama dah ok sikit, mama duduk kat rumah ye.'... Blurr aje muka dia, mungkin tengah memikirkan apa maksud `bila mama dah ok sikit!'

Permintaan yang kerap dari Zafirah semakin mengganggu perasaan. Aku sendiri pun dah berbelah bagi ...